run. pray. - The Disappointment of Yesterday, Doesn't Define Today
Yesterday, I ran in my first half marathon since October. I've been training for it and had my hopes up for a PR (personal record). I've been working so hard to improve my strength and speed, and I've been successful. I'm no elite athlete, but I'm consistently running right under 10 minute miles on my long runs, and on shorter runs I've maintained the low 9s and a lot of times under 9 minute miles. I've been pretty proud of myself, so I had my hopes up for a PR yesterday. The past year has been a tough one for me in regards to my health. I've been sick a lot. Within the past year, I've had the flu twice, 5 or more sinus infections, an immune deficiency, regular nausea, fairly constant hip and low back pain, extreme bloating that makes me look pregnant, and many other weird and disgusting things. Much of the bloating and nausea I've blamed on IBS flare ups - until they got worse than they ever had. It has been enough to make me feel like a cra